I Give Up. Goodbye.

The last thing I had left to care for is gone. My fiance has a problem with internet porn, specifically child pornography and incest. He was molested at a young age by a family member. I have tried to understand and be supportive and hook him up with the right people and he doesn't care. it's not something I can have in my home and now that I know he chooses that over me i told him to leave. He left to a different city, in my car, with my dogs. I have spent the last year and a half trying to support him and encourage him while he used me and my family to put him through school. He has had several opportunity's but he doesn't want help. It hurts me terribly and now that he is gone and taken the last bit of love i had in this world i am done. goodbye world, i hope you fuckin rot in hell. See you there.